I made it. By myself. I’m actually fuckn proud. The boys were so amazing on the plane. Anxiety wasn’t too bad. I had to be in control. I couldn’t be fucked in the head like i am lately. This old lady in front of me got up and said how lovely i am with the boys and how wonderful i speak to them. It’s nice to see. That was nice because i was nice. And I’m not very nice lately at all. I’m such a Cunt actually. but the boys were so great. Thank God for Good children.