Oh my head hurts so much. It’s probably the constant pot smoking killing my brain cells but I’d rather be high than nothing. I’ve told more people about the stuff i went through. Including my dad. It was hard but i did it. I don’t feel any better for it. In fact i feel worse. I just don’t know how to process everything. I thought If i told it might disappear. It might feel different. But it doesn’t. And that hurts.