Everything is so fucked up and Loud in my head i can’t take it anymore. I want to leave this earthly plain and be at peace. Most of us want to. Broken is trying to get help. Making us cry and be little all the fuckn time. But 2 can play at that game. I can stop her getting help. Help won’t help anyway they’ll just fuckn lock us up and throw away the key. Which they should do cos I’m going crazy in here. Im a Cunt one minute and a little girl the next. Want to be free of all the things tying me down but don’t want to let those people down. It’s not fair. And a mum to multiples. It’s fuckn hard. No singletons around here. Fuck this shit hole existence.