Monthly Archives: July 2015

Haha if looks could kill




What if you don’t like being Multiple?


Discussing Dissociation

Don't Like Being Multiple

This week, the readers here have posted a wide variety of reactions to the idea that being multiple could have benefits.  If you haven’t yet read all the comments on that blog, please do so.  They are very interesting.

When people have DID/MPD, they have experienced life as a multiple since their childhood.  It is their norm – basically the only way of life they know.  Multiples typically have not experienced life any other way other than being multiple, even if they didn’t realize they were as split as they are.  Sure, one or two of the host personalities may not have a strong personal connection to what it’s like to be multiple, and many of them can deny the existence of the internal others to some degree, but the internal system as a whole would have been there for nearly your whole life.

And frankly, many DID’ers that…

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So tired. So so tired. Depressed even. Most of the time we say we are not depressed because it is how we felt all our lives. How can u be depressed when this is what u been like since little. But i cant bring myself to eat. All i do is sleep. Last 2 weeks kids go to daycare i sleep. And thats not me. Its never been me to do that. What is wrong with me. I know no food will make me lethargic but ive survived on nothing before and jept going daily. This is different. Totally different. I just dont have the drive like i normally do. Im never allowed to b sorry for myself and wallow. Never so why now. Im so tired can i go back to sleep now?