Pain so much inner turmoil and nobody cares anyway I’m sure somebody will point that out. Why is it that i can’t know? why do things get hidden from me by t. I’m the one asking for help and i just get ignored. Ignored all the fucking time what the fuck is the point in asking for help when you don’t get it won’t get it . Fuckn dumb I’m so angry right now I’m Guna numb the rest of me with drugs and alcohol. I would rather be a drunk bitch than a mad angry sad Bitch.