Oh my god I’m crazee. Right now i don’t know what i got up to most of today. And it was odd i got there and the odo 235333 Haha 333 i was like oh my god that’s a fuckn sign. I was going to tell her the plan has to be solid and consist of 3 things. I have many plans and we all have different reasons for wanting to suicide. I know she gets blocked but i can’t help it. I decided that if i go just cos whoever wants to attend will turn up. I’m having chest pains. Anxiety. Panic. Memories. Couldn’t talk about stuff cos of too much switching. Was suppose to tell her facts. I better go write them down before i forget.