Fuckn over everything. Wish i could just die and maybe wake up different. Or just not wake up at all. I can’t even talk to t cos of fuckn ethics and the law. Can’t mention those feelings even though it’s like never stop with those feelings. I was Guna say it i was angry and i was like i just wanna fukn k… myself and then stopped myself dead in my tracks. I know if i say too much i cab get chucked in hospital. Some could If they wanted cos i sound so fuckn insane. Totally got parts that are suicidal and shit ugh im too tired to explain anymore I’m so fuckn over it that’s all. Life. Everything.