Monthly Archives: December 2018

Prayer requests



I’m being pushed out my box so to speak  even  though i go  into  the prayer closet  to pray  lol  haha  God has a sense  of  humor.

What is  your  prayer need today??

Have a  blessed day.


God  said let  him set my goals  and this was  one.  To pray  for  others and to give hope peace and love…


No goals no dreams of my own


Surviving the black army

Do others have no goals or no dreams.  It’s like i only stayed alive because of God saving me and prophetically raising me up to be a warrior for him.  If i ask… is that enough to be happy…  i don’t know.  I know he wants us to have goals and dreams but i don’t know how.  I thought i would be dead by now and then when i found God i thought i would still be  dead  by now so  i didn’t think about anything i may want cos well my life had  never been about me.  Ever…..  my life  was  too by now  track train and recruit satans army.  To bring forth the darkness and the god of the new world orda….  how  does one have goals and  dreams  after  that….

My  current  goals  are  his  goals  my dreams are  his  dreams….   i only live for that  and…

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Information about Mind Control

Information about Mind Control

A friend on Facebook i found who confirmed for me that hilary is a witch paedophile. Please share and support the blog…. we must all keep saying brave things. Its what exposes the darkness

Say Brave Things

The search results wiki page for #MindControl has a WEALTH of information:…


“Artichoke” and “Bluebird” are both trigger words for me. I believe I have been subjected to both of these:…


“The project studied HYPNOSIS, forced MORPHINE addiction (and subsequent forced withdrawal), and the use of other chemicals including LSD, to produce AMNESIA and other vulnerable states in subjects.”

The project asked the question “Can we get control of an individual to the point where he will do our bidding against his will and even against fundamental laws of nature such as self-preservation?” (Um, #MKUltra #SuicideBombers and #FalseFlagShooters anyone?)

I believe my father was a part of Project MKOFTEN with Michael Aquino & The Temple of Set in San Francisco during the 1980s:…

Project #MKOFTEN Goals:

“Test the behavioral & toxicological effects of certain drugs on animals &humans.”
“Explore the world of black…

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Old times


Ha  haven’t  written  in  ages  but  finding the  blog again  is maybe a  good thing.  Got so much to say  to get off  my mind and put it out forever.  I’m overwhelmed with feeling of  sadness and despair because i won’t  see my t  for  20days  oh my gosh  20 days. In the old days  (3yrs ago) when i dissociated so much and it was the parts of me in therapy  and i was  lost on the inside this is how it felt.  Not having someone to talk to.  Not having a  sounding board to expose my craziness that is swirling I  my mind.  God has  healed  a  crap load  but  now  I’m  not dissociating  i have  to  deal with how things are really…. It’s hard to  accept.  It’s easier to deny that the  ritual stuff and murders and  programming  and  accept it was  all made up  and a lie.   But  then  haha  D   said the  other  day  i would have  to be really insane  to make  this shit up.   And i agree.  Ugh so does my t  (therapist) hate the word cos it’s  created to trigger  survivors the  rapist  and  psycho the rapist        like you  would ever  want their help with  those  titles  right. Especially if you SRA mind control to know this.

So much different feelings that i don’t know how to  feel or  if i am  feeling right. No wonder I’ve  always hated  feeling